chaotic-land
09-30-2003, 10:56 AM
a friend of mine who is VERY depressed and heart broken just wrote this and it blew me away. what do u think of it:

"Once upon a time, there lived a good man. He was pious, a man of the Faith. Among his own people, he was even considered a prophet and a priest. He spoke against injustice while loving the downtrodden. Sin was no trivial matter, but never would he condemn the fallen. For this prophet, love was a most precious life, even finding himself sickened and impoverished at times from giving far too much. During one of these times of weakness, pride or lack of wisdom (if indeed there is a difference) prompted the man of God to make a request of His Lord: "Give me your heart, your eyes, your hands that I might better know You and be like You." And the Lord spoke back to His servant: "You have all you need, for you cannot bear what I bear." But the servant was not satisfied. So the Lord granted him his prayer.

The Lord found for the man a woman of beauty. All who saw her whispered among themselves that indeed, she must be a queen. A few saw her and knew her true identity, that she was a daughter of whoredom. Even the servant was able to discern that his mate was not the virgin of his dreams; but his love for her was overwhelming. He brought her into his home and loved her with his entire being. And though the man gave his all to her, the whore was not satisfied. She said to herself, "this is no rich man who will lavish me with jewels and gold. Nor is he a fool. Surely he will grow tired of me and seek another so I shall invest into my own account." So the whore sought those of her own kind and with little regard for her lover, laid with those who paid her richly. But the prophet was no fool. He knew his woman was an adulteress and liar, that she stole from their own investments. But his love for her was beyond reasoning. It was a love that though not safe from hurt, knew only to forgive. Finally, the day came that the whore said she had found a new lover. The servant was heart broken. He tried bribing her with mercy. He warned her of the consequences of her wickedness. But the whore would not listen.

The man of God was left alone. And in his misery, the Lord spoke to him saying, "You have loved with my heart, looked through my eyes, and taken the scars of my hands."

Be careful what you pray for. Count the cost. It is not meant for the children to be their Father"

chaotic-land
09-30-2003, 10:57 AM
he called it his autobiography(he's the servant)

unshakeable15
10-01-2003, 08:34 AM
wow! that really makes ya think. but it made me think in a different way than it was intended. ???

it reminded me of the story of Hosea. Hosea, a prophet of God, was told by God to take a wife from among the prostitutes. he married her, yet she wasn't satisfied with him, so she went back to her ways of prostitution. God told him to go get his wife back. so he forcibly took her back. all this was meant to be a the same sort of picture as painted in the above story.

so, what the story makes me think is that God is so much better than us. He continually comes back, calling us away from our sin that so easily captures us. yet, what sane person would marry a prostitute & continually call her back home? i guess what i'm saying is, the story above is good, but there is a difference between how the prophet acted & how God acts.

still a very cool story tho. :)

chaotic-land
10-01-2003, 10:34 AM
what is the difference between actions of the prophet and God?

unshakeable15
10-01-2003, 02:40 PM
well, in the story your buddy wrote, it ends with the prophet all alone & God saying, "now you know how I feel." well, God doesn't leave us alone. if it was God, the story wouldn't end that way. it'd end with Him calling the wife back. & if she strayed again, He would call again. unlike Rose on Titanic, God never lets go. ;)

chaotic-land
10-03-2003, 09:38 AM
well, in the story your buddy wrote, it ends with the prophet all alone & God saying, "now you know how I feel." well, God doesn't leave us alone. if it was God, the story wouldn't end that way. it'd end with Him calling the wife back. & if she strayed again, He would call again. unlike Rose on Titanic, God never lets go. ;)


i know waht u mean, btu this is from a man currently overwhelmed by lonliness and abandonment.

firefryer
10-24-2003, 01:35 AM
I guess this story is kinda good, so I thought I'd bring it to the front page. ;D

xon
10-26-2003, 04:42 PM
well, in the story your buddy wrote, it ends with the prophet all alone & God saying, "now you know how I feel." well, God doesn't leave us alone. if it was God, the story wouldn't end that way. it'd end with Him calling the wife back. & if she strayed again, He would call again. unlike Rose on Titanic, God never lets go. ;)


i know waht u mean, btu this is from a man currently overwhelmed by lonliness and abandonment.


When ppl abandon us, it doesn't mean God abandons us. He will never do that.

chaotic-land
10-27-2003, 06:36 PM
he knows that, but it's hard to belive when the people who abandoned you were the church...they had no right

xon
11-25-2003, 10:24 PM
This is hard.

I had a friend to whom I really looked up to. And then the ppl in the church pushed him and his friend out, just because they didn't understand their love for God, and them being so radical (in a good way). There was no fathers in the church to accomodate them as they had hearts of sons. (Which must be accomodated by a father heart)

They were the first persons to introduce me to the working of God's Spirit in my life. And I owe much to them. But it is hard. You feel unsafe when ppl do that. And it is not from God. When ppl trash the ppl you look up to for guidance. Something happens in you.

"God you are my God, and how my heart it longs for you. I'm thirsty for your presence in my world. I cry out night and day for more, to see the majesty of You

My God you stand alone
I worship at your throne
I long to see your power and glory
Jesus Lord of all
Jesus Lord of all"

la-garconne
11-29-2003, 02:07 PM
Touching. But the friend is not alone because he seems to still have chaotic-land for a friend. Or am I wrong?
Is he really dpressed, or is he just sad? I'm asking because once when I was really sad, and feeling rejected, I too sudenly became creative and started doing... a comic book about Joseph. I can't say if I was sad or depressed. I think I was just really sad becaue I was rational about it.
So this friend really wrote the story? It's his original stuff? The wording is great. It's a peice of litterature. But all these complements are superficial.

thalia
11-29-2003, 07:38 PM
That story is just like the story of the prophet Hosea!!! Hosea is all about redemption and love and the price God paid for us!!! I had never read that book of the Bible until I went to a Sunday School class and they talked about it. Minor prophets were just never really my thing, but God showed me that there is more to the Bible than just divisions of books and stories.