Yes, I am still searching for Him. You don't know how badly I want to find faith again, and this time keep it instead of letting it fall away.


Still Searching


-V1-

Dip me in the holy water
You kill me, rebirth me
And in me is Your temple
Made into something new
I know no suffering like before

There’s the absence of negativity I did have
Purified, no longer contaminated by sin
I’ll continually be bathed in You’re holy light
Cleansed of everything not of You
One with You…

-Chorus-

But I am still searching
Searching for the one thing that will set me free
Am I to find You?
Or will I live life blindly
These questions go round and round
They bring me down

When all the negativity is thrown my way
I find my lack of shelter
[There is no shelter without You]
Still searching, I’m waiting
Waiting to find my way to You

-V2-

Peel away the dead skin
Bring back my life, save me
Throw me in the water
Bath me in it so I am clean
So now I will finally have You

-Chorus-

But I am still searching
Searching for the one thing that will set me free
Am I to find You?
Or will I live life blindly
These questions go round and round
They bring me down

When all the negativity is thrown my way
I find my lack of shelter
[There is no shelter without You]
Still searching, I’m waiting
Waiting to find my way to You

-Bridge-

So open my eyes to see
There is no reason to live life so blindly
I want You to take me there
To the one place there is no pain
Just the tranquility of happiness for eternity

Open my eyes,
Open my eyes!

-Chorus-

But I am still searching
Searching for the one thing that will set me free
Am I to find You?
Or will I live life blindly
These questions go round and round
They bring me down

When all the negativity is thrown my way
I find my lack of shelter
[There is no shelter without You]
Still searching, I’m waiting
Waiting to find my way to You

all i can say, Ethan, is that you just need to seek after God with all you have. i know that it is the hardest thing to do right now, but you seem to want to & that is the first step. i've been where you are now & the only way i got out of it was through God's help. He promises that those who seek will find. don't ever give up.

daily read the Bible. it is one of the ways God is in direct communication with us. when we lose that, we lose sight of Him & feel like nothing is worth it. prayer is another thing that you need to do. just get on your face before His throne & worship Him. let Him know how much you need Him & desire to meet Him. He will be there when you call on Him. just wait for His answer.

remember, no matter what you feel or go through, the Lord is there. no emotions or feelings can change that. this is what faith is. believing in what you feel is not true. never let go of faith. it is what keeps us going when all else seems to let us down.

Unshakeable's right...on everything... :)
I will be praying for you!

"Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." - Matt. 7:7-8

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the furture, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." - Rom. 8:38-39

I'm praying...and I honestly believe you'll find Him in time...

Yes, I am still searching for Him. You don't know how badly I want to find faith again, and this time keep it instead of letting it fall away.


Still Searching


-V1-

Dip me in the holy water
You kill me, rebirth me
And in me is Your temple
Made into something new
I know no suffering like before

There’s the absence of negativity I did have
Purified, no longer contaminated by sin
I’ll continually be bathed in You’re holy light
Cleansed of everything not of You
One with You…

-Chorus-

But I am still searching
Searching for the one thing that will set me free
Am I to find You?
Or will I live life blindly
These questions go round and round
They bring me down

When all the negativity is thrown my way
I find my lack of shelter
[There is no shelter without You]
Still searching, I’m waiting
Waiting to find my way to You

-V2-

Peel away the dead skin
Bring back my life, save me
Throw me in the water
Bath me in it so I am clean
So now I will finally have You

-Chorus-

But I am still searching
Searching for the one thing that will set me free
Am I to find You?
Or will I live life blindly
These questions go round and round
They bring me down

When all the negativity is thrown my way
I find my lack of shelter
[There is no shelter without You]
Still searching, I’m waiting
Waiting to find my way to You

-Bridge-

So open my eyes to see
There is no reason to live life so blindly
I want You to take me there
To the one place there is no pain
Just the tranquility of happiness for eternity

Open my eyes,
Open my eyes!

-Chorus-

But I am still searching
Searching for the one thing that will set me free
Am I to find You?
Or will I live life blindly
These questions go round and round
They bring me down

When all the negativity is thrown my way
I find my lack of shelter
[There is no shelter without You]
Still searching, I’m waiting
Waiting to find my way to You


ill be praying for u...