lee
11-20-2006, 12:08 PM
ok, i just moved, and now i'm going to public school cause there aren't that many christian schools where i live.. well, in the past two months at my school i have become the advice guy or the guy that the girls can trust to tell them their problems.. all these people know that i believe in god, and they still come to me for advice wich is really cool..well, it has become really overwelming.. i get sooo many emotions running through me from the stories i hear.. i've heard rape stories, parental abuse stories, cutting, suicide, and struggling with being homosexial or by.. the list can go on.. first, i'm not used to this, i knewthat thios kind of stuff happened but i've never been face to face with it... most of these girls are lost, and i try soo hard of showing god's love through my life.. thinking about how much their lives SUCK, and how much pain they've had to go through.. it just makes me soo sad, and it's becoming overwhelming.. these feelings are starting to affect my realtionship with my best freind... i talk to her everyday, and whenever i talk to her, i'm very moody are just sooo depressed...i pray for these girls everyday, and i talk to them everyday... i love these girls, they are my freinds... i just can't take it anymore!!!!!.. i need prayer really really badly...
~love
lee
~love
lee