pizza brain
12-15-2006, 02:21 PM
All my friends are ignoring me; that makes me feel like **it. I cut myself again because of it. I would’ve kept going, but I ran out of places to cut on my arm. I think I might again, because I don’t really care if I strike another cut…seems the same to me, but now I’m stuck wearing long sleeves for a ridiculously long time. This entire Christianity thing just doesn’t seem to work for me. I can’t believe such things. Mostly, because I wasn’t raised to believe it on my own, so why start now? I mean I used to, but I was a little kid. It was basically “you believe this because I told you to” type of thing. It all depends, but suicide is…well it’s definitely an option, and if I don’t raise my grade, that’s what is going to happen. I know everyone says I have so much to live for, and God has a plan, and yadda yadda, but I’m really starting to doubt that. You don’t have to pray for me anymore. I don’t think prayer works; either that or it’s bound to just make things worse.
please pray for her.
Thx and God bless!

planet_kosmos
12-15-2006, 03:49 PM
Praying for them and you.

m_money618
12-15-2006, 07:16 PM
I'll pray:)